The last story I told you about was a failure. It is only now that I seem to recover from it. I have been working on SEVERAL projects since then. I am now only wishing to say that it finally seems that I am making progress. I will not upload stories here. At least not many. My main reason to post this entry now is to make the last one disappear. I am now making progress in stories, I am drawing a new character of me, and the sight of an old problem just does not fit into this picture.

About dancing. I gave Odissi up, and started learning Bharatanatyam. I have a wonderful teacher - you can imagine, the Goddess herself (I mean, she is a real material person but has a character similar to that of a divine being) - and now it seems that I will finally be able to dance what I really want. This makes me feel wonderful and gives me much strength to go on and live. It is a reason to dream. Thank you, Dora. (My teacher.)

At school things seem to go like normal. I am happy with my marks in general. This is something that can really make one feel content. Most of the pressure I was uner last year disappeared. I am a freer person now.

Every morning I wake up early and do a Kundalini Yoga Sadhana and an Ashtanga Yoga workout. These are things for which it is worth to wake up early - even at 4.30 in the morning. They give me peace, love and power to make progress.

And now, all of you, have some Bharatanatyam. It is truly the dace of the gods. The dancer is my wonderful and talented teacher, Bittner Dora Meenakshi.
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